It's impossible to beat someone down, who has been so far down they were in a living Hell.
I have been hated by many in my life, and I have hated many as well. I hated life so much at one point I didn't want to live anymore.
I am like a Phoenix rising from the ashes.
I have lived and died. But for the past 13 years I have been so alive, I have made it through so much and am still here.
I am a true believer anyone can change their life and do all that their heart desires to do.
Have a Happy & Safe New Years eve.
What am I doing you ask. I'm heading to crossfit to get my ass kicked then I will start my 40 mile run at 6pm and run into the New year.
I love all of you.
Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Obstacles don't have to stop you, If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up, figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.
Almost had my first date with pukie durning a WOD.
But he canceled at the last second..LOL......
I did the 150 burpees for time. It took me 15 min. but I got through it.
Not my best look but it's my crossfit look....LOL...
I did notice my form got very sloppy half way through and I fought until the end not to have to do girl push-ups. I know I was going all the way down but I did the best I could. I made sure to at least jump to my feet and do the full jump. I want to make sure next time I do this I keep better form.
I get this certain look after I do a wod, I call it my hardcore look. I don't get it after a Ultramarathon only after a crossfit wod. Hmmm, wonder why????
For anyone that wants to try this WOD go to http://www.crossfit.com so you can see what a burpee is and give it a shot.
© Stephen Haynes"
Saturday, December 29, 2007
See it's not always about me..LOL....Today it was about fellow crossfitter Eric. My goal was to get him up Mission Peak. It was a succes. He made! There was a moment he thought he might not make ,it but he did.
Happy camper ,student Eric with coach Catra. He made it up the peak even with super bad cramps in his legs. Great job Eric.
One World crossfitters Eric & Catra striking a pose on Mission Peak.
Eric did mention he would go up Mission Peak again, but not after a crossfit WOD. Eric thank God we decided not to wear the 20 and 30 lb weighted vests. It could of been real ugly ;)
http://crossfitoneworld.com/
© Stephen Haynes"
Friday, December 28, 2007
So I get a post from a person who didn't leave their name. Saying I should stop posting pictures of myself. And talking about myself on my blog, and they wish I would talk about something more interesting.
LOL...Ok so whoever you are, this is called Dirt Diva's blog..WHY?? Because it's about me..DUH. So don't visit. I only want positive and motivated people on my blog. Thank you very much!!!!
FYI ANON. If you look through the pictures in the past 7 days or so. There's pictures of my friends and my dog, and yes there is a story about my 43 hour run that some find interesting.
Ok anon you can go back to sitting on your butt eating crappy food and watching T.V
Sorry friends about the rant.
Alameda creek run before crossfit.
I told my crossfit instructor Freddy I would wear these for a crossfit work one day. I'm still training in them..LOL...
These abs are not from running. They are from crossfit workouts. No crappy food in this body ;)
Crossfit body 100%
Thursday, December 27, 2007
THE SECRET TO HAPPINESS IS NOT IN DOING WHAT ONE LIKES TO DO, BUT IN LIKING WHAT ONE DOES.
Darkness-some call it danger or uncertaninty or evil-is necessary for enlightenment, because it is only through confronting fear and anger that a higher energy a truer state of being, is born.
My weight training partner Eric at crossfit is oh so strong. He can even pick my fat butt up..LOL...My butt is getting a little fat ,so Eric was trying to help me with that problem by biting it off....LOL
© Stephen Haynes"
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
I'm so happy to be me. Fit as f**k at 43.
These are photo's from my past. My past shaped me into who I am today. I have no regrets.
All drugged up and no place to go in Hollywood. 95
Me & my club I use to put on once a month in Fremont. The Avant garde dance palace. I'm the one with the black mo hawk.
I think 1989.
Past out and drunk 1990.
One of the times I quit drinking for a month. Heading out for a run. 1991 ish
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY FRIENDS.
I hope Santa was good to everyone. I got a ab mat, pull-up bar, jump-rope, REI gift cards, money, clothes and flower print set covers for my Nitro.
Obstacles are those frightful things when you take your eyes off your goals.
Take nothing but pictures, leave nothing but footprints, Kill nothing but time.
To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.
The only way to have a friend is to be one.
A friend is one who knows us but loves us anyway.
Monday, December 24, 2007
Happy Birthday to me...43 years old, wow I have been on this planet for 43 years that to me is pretty darn cool.
I must thank my parents for bringing me into this world. I truly am blessed for having such loving parents. I do really miss them. I only got to spend 17 of my years with my father, not long enough. He died at 48 of a massive heart attack.
I know he is the one who has always guided me out of my dark times into the light. I know I have made him proud. I feel his energy around me often. I know he is always watching his little peanut, and has seen her blossom into something amazing. My Mom , my best friend has always been there for me in life, and in the after life. In my darkest hours she has helped pick me up and brought me to the light. Coming to me often in my dreams ,giving me the answers I need to guide me through this life. I love you Momma mia. You will always be my biggest fan.
I miss them both so much during the holidays especially my b-day. If it wasn't for them I would not be here. I will someday join them, but until then I am living life to the fullest.
The look of a 43 year old. I look at this and think I look better then when I was in my 20's, now.
There is no better way to spend your birthday then doing a wod, with some hot, sweaty, crossfit studs. Lucky single me. Oh yeah, and my hot sexy friend Julia ;)
Me & Rocky doing 4.3 miles in celebration of my offical birthday.
Beautiful Sunol what more can I say.
The little man tearing it up on the Ohlone trail.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Last set of pictures from the 43 hour b-day run
Joe & Catra at the turn around point for Joe. He headed back and finished 100 miles on the Ohlone trail
A very exhausted Catra. Antonia you were awesome for putting up with me.
Wishing I was at home in bed.
This was taking on the steps of a very old cemetary. I fit right in don't you think, I look dead????
43 hour b-day run pictures
Sun setting along the Ohlone trail in Sunol
Happy Campers heading out from Jerry's aid station mile 52
Joe, Antonia, Catra and Fast Jerry.
Antonia modeling the latest in super light sleeping bag.
I wish I was turning 30 years old instead of 43. If so I would of finished right then. ;)
Catra's 43 hour b-day run.
Left, Dave, Julia, Catra(b-day girl), Mike, Radu and 100k B-day boy Fast Jerry.
Jerry was being very bad so Julia and I had to teach him a lesson.
Sometime you just can't explain what's going on.
Jerry & me on a peak that is suppose to be higher then Rose Peak. Destinys peak.
The white stuff is snow in the Sierras.
Happy but exhausted 43 hour runner girl
I will write a report later, but first I'm headed off to work. Yes, I'm crazy working the day after my 43 hour b-day run. My legs are sore but other then that I feel great. Thanks to all my wonderful friends for coming out. Also thanks to all my blog followers for texting me. Really helped with my energy level during the run.
© Stephen Haynes"
Thursday, December 20, 2007
The White Rabbit put on his spectacles. "Where shall I begin, please your Majesty?" he asked. "Begin at the beginning, " the King said, very gravely, "and go on till you come to the end; then stop."
That's just what I will do during my b-day run, I will begin at the beginning go to the end then stop. I got that qoute from Alice in Wonderland.
I'm looking forward to my 43 hour adventure Just like Alice's adventure in Alice in Wonderland.
Rocky & I went to Sunol to do my supply drop. We went on a little run. Rocky got to visit Lucy one of his many GF's. Lucy belongs to Kelly my second favorite Ranger(Neil you're still my favorite). I just want to take a moment to thank Kelly and EBRP police to allow me and my friends to be out there when the park is closed. It really means alot to me.
Thanks to all my friends who will join me the next couple days you all rock, I love all of you.
Well off to bed...Got to get up way to early........................Feel free to text me some positive messages along the way especially during the night 510-585-6559
© Stephen Haynes"
Monday, December 17, 2007
Scroll down to read about my b-day run Dec. 21st-22nd
I'm glowing just like an Angel..LOL
Rocky going for a PR on Mission Peak. He was very focused.
The People & their Masters. I often feel like the dogs are the one's in control. In this picture they are. Sofie the white dog is still a pup so she doesn't listen very well. Mimi is 8 and most of the time listens. And then there's my little man Rocky. He's a good boy. I must admit he's a bit slow at times and doesn't listen when you call him. Other then that my little Rocky is perfect!!! LOL.....
I really do feel sorry for my little Rocky sometimes. He's so low to the ground. He only gets a veiw of peoples feet. I like to pick him up and walk around with him so he can enjoy the views once in awhile. Just like in this photo.
© Stephen Haynes"
Saturday, December 15, 2007
It's that time again Catra's Birthday Run. This year I will be out running 43 hours through the Ohlone wilderness. Yep I'm turning 43!!!! Everyone is invited. Start 4:30 am Dec.21 Finsh Dec.22 11:30 pm.
The plan: I will start from Stanford staging area in Fremont at 4:30 am this Friday Dec.-21 I will run along the Ohlone wilderness trail same route as the Ohlone 50k. We will arrive in Sunol at 7am for those who want to hook up there. We will continue on to Del Valle we will arrive at 1:30pm if you want you could run out from Del Valle towards Rose Peak to meet me and my gang of crazies who are all running 100k with me ;)
We will then head back towards Fremont. We should arrive back around 11pm Friday night where we will all run 1 mile to Fast Jerrys house for hot soup.( He is running the 100k as his b-day run he's turning 62) Me and a couple other crazy friends who are planning on running 100 miles with me will head back out at 12am. We should arrive in Sunol at 4am. the park doesn't open until 7am but you could start then and catch us at some point we will turn around at Rose peak. We should be coming back at 11am so you could meet up and head back with us. I should make it back to Sunol at 3pm. I will make it back to Fremont at 6-7pm and head back out then for another 4.5 hours.
As long as you stay on the Ohlone wilderness 50k course you will bump into me. If you plan on heading out and want to see where I'm at just call my cell I will have it with me. 510-585-6559.
Please email me if you want to join catrarunner@yahoo.com
If anyone plans on running out from Del Valle Friday let me know we don't have a resupply there and it would be nice if you could bring some supplies out.
I will have snacks, drinks and goodies at mile 10,52, 62 Jerrys(63),74,94,104, 114 and finish 123.
Hope some of you can make it. it's going to be FUN!!!!
Just a FYI, the East bay regional park rangers and management along with EBRP police know I am out there running my b-day run. I have an ok to do so. If any of you head out after hours and get stopped just let them know you are out to meet up with me. The park does close at 10pm-5am Please carry your permit if you have one.
Friday, December 14, 2007
WHAT IS, IS, WHAT IS NOT, IS NOT. NO AMOUNT OF WISHING OR WANTING CAN CHANGE THAT SIMPLE FACT.
Julia and me heading up Mission Peak on a very cold morning. Julia joined me for 20 miles of my 26 mile run today.
Poor Momma cow, two yellow billed Magpies seem to be hicthing a ride on her back.
Me and a few of my friends below Mission Peak.
Loving life what more can I say.
This is where I will be running through during my 43 hour b-day run next week. Rose Peak is to the right and on the other side is Del Valle,
© Stephen Haynes"
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
THE SCENT OF THE FLOWER IS CARRIED BY THE WIND, ONLY GOING WHERE THE WIND BLOWS, BUT YOUR VIRTUE RADIATES IN ALL DIRECTIONS, TOUCHING EVERYTHING.
Windy run yesterday on Mission peak.
Mission Peak trail
Sun setting behind trees.
On my way down from Mission Peak
Monday, December 10, 2007
"WHEN YOU ARE THROUGH CHANGING, YOU ARE THROUGH." hmmm, could this be while I'm always changing, and trying new things and traveling to new places??? I think so. 
We had our work party at REI Sunday it was a blast. This is a picture of my co-worker Chantal and me bowling.
Me doing the crossfit WOD with a 10 pound weighted vest
Crossfit yesterday. Our WOD was run 1.1 miles
5 pull ups
10 push ups
15 squats
for 20 min.
Then run 1.1 miles again.
I did this WOD 3 times yesterday and I also did my first Krav Maga class. I will do Krav Maga 2 times a week, I loved it.
Ok here are my times 1st 15 rounds, 32:51 2nd 12 rounds +6 push ups 34:40 in between Kra Maga 3rd 11 rounds + 6 push ups 34:40
Have a great day..........................
"This is living"
I give thanks each day for my life. I give thanks that I have a healthy body and wonderful friends. This time of year I do get sad wishing my Mom was still with me. She was such a Holiday person always so festive. Christmas is just not the same without her.
I know she is always with me , I feel her spirit around me each and everyday.
Another wonderful Newt picture by me.
Happy girl at the end of a long day.
Saturday, December 08, 2007
MORE HETCHY HETCHY FUN!!!!!!!
Linda, Jerry & Catra
Yummy Ice. Hope I don't get giardia again :0
Max hanging out having a Clif shot.
Snow Angel that's me!!!!
I think I'm on the trail, I hope I'm on the trail.
HETCHY HETCHY TRAIL RUN SATURDAY.
We arrive Saturday at 8:am only to find the gate leading down to Hetch Hetchy closed. A few minutes after 8am a water department worker drives to the gate. He tells us the Rangers will come up as soon as they check the roads. Shortly after a Ranger drives up and gives us the all clear since we hav 4 wheel drive.
Road leading down to Hetchy Hetchy. We are up high so there was snow, but as soon as we got low there was very little.
Judge Linda & Dirt Diva. Yes we are freezing our butts off at the start of the run.
Yes we will be climbing all the way up to the snow today..Burrrrrrr
Judge Linda, Fast Jerry & me standing at the base of the Falls.
Hey look everybody this time there is water coming down the Falls. Three weeks ago there was nothing.
Friday, December 07, 2007
"I AM THE SOLUTION NOT THE PROBLEM"
POSTER CHILD FOR FIT AFTER 40!!!!!
THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD.
I BELIEVE IT'S TRUE WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT CAPRICORNS. THE OLDER WE GET THE BETTER WE LOOK. I KNOW A LOT OF CAPRICORNS AND IT'S TRUE!!!!
Just trying to look tough, but I'm really not ;)
So looks like only 3 brave souls will head out to Hetch Hetchy tomorrow. Everyone else wimped out because of the weather. Should be an exciting and fun day!
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Quarry lakes/Alameda creek trail run.
You should always try and have fun when you run. I like to mix my runs up when I'm alone doing sprints from one tree to the next. Lately I have been doing three crossfit exercises when I'm running. It goes like this run 1 mile(on short runs up to 8 miles) Longer runs I will run 5 miles and do the work-out. then do three crossfit moves doing 33 reps( I have a thing for the number 3). I usually do box jumps on a bench, burpees, air squats, push ups using the bench and lunges. I need to buy a jump rope and carry it in my pack so I can do double unders.
Happy running heading to crossfit after a 10 mile run :)
Box jumps aka bench jumps
Walking lunges. Bad form my knee should not be that far foward.
Air squats in Quarry lakes on a cool crisp evening.
Beautuful Quarry lakes at sunset....................................
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
HETCH HETCHY HERE WE COME........
For anyone who is interested ,me and a group will be doing a 26 mile loop out in the Yosemite area This Saturday Dec. 8th.
Hetch Hetchy is the turn off, right before you enter the park gate, on the 120 from Manteca. We will be meeting at 8am. The gate opens at 8am and closes at 5pm that's why we are starting early.
We start at the O'Shaughnessy dam to Lake Eleanor rd/trail junction then climb to Miguel Meadow juntion, up Lake Eleanor cut off up to Beehi




